Sunday, October 28, 2007

R.I.P

It's so hard for me to accept my grandmother's death, till now. It's hard to believe she just left without saying goodbye. She was still alright when I visited her, and we spent some time chit chatting though. But a few days later, a phone call told me she has died of heart attack. I thought I could take my grandma out for breakfast that weekend, and she has always wanted to watch me race so I had the intention of taking her to the race site to watch me compete, but I guess I can't now....

I love my grandma alot, she's very supportive and caring. She always wanna be there for me to cheer me up in competitions, and she would always have a beautiful laughter that I remember for always. It's a great loss I have now, as it's gone forever. I really lost my inspiration in everything since her death, I feel much more lonely and unhappy. And I just don't have the will to race or anything...

But however, my lovely grandma will always be remembered and loved here in my heart..R.I.P!

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