I'm tired...

I'm tired....
I'm sick and tired of everything...
It all seems so meaningless, no directions, no ending...
I'm tired, I'm really tired...
I wanna give up, I want it all come to an end...
There's nothing left inside...
It's hollow and feelingless...
It all seems nothing to me...
I'm tired, I'm so exhausted...
I'm tired of hearing those words...
I'm sick of those lies and orders...
I'm not the person that everybody wants me to be..
I'm tired..so tired...
I'm nothing more to them...
I'm nothing more to anybody...
I'm tired of people telling me what to do...
I'm tired of everything...
It's all me, alone....tired and helpless...
Wish I could just end all the misery in one...
Just a moment away, wish I could die...
I'm tired of it, so tired of it...

Yet my soul lives a hundred years to come to live my dream and passion for Life, Impossible is Nothing when you Just Do it!

R.I.P

It's so hard for me to accept my grandmother's death, till now. It's hard to believe she just left without saying goodbye. She was still alright when I visited her, and we spent some time chit chatting though. But a few days later, a phone call told me she has died of heart attack. I thought I could take my grandma out for breakfast that weekend, and she has always wanted to watch me race so I had the intention of taking her to the race site to watch me compete, but I guess I can't now....

I love my grandma alot, she's very supportive and caring. She always wanna be there for me to cheer me up in competitions, and she would always have a beautiful laughter that I remember for always. It's a great loss I have now, as it's gone forever. I really lost my inspiration in everything since her death, I feel much more lonely and unhappy. And I just don't have the will to race or anything...

But however, my lovely grandma will always be remembered and loved here in my heart..R.I.P!

The greatest ride...

Last night, it was the best ride I've ever had. As usual, the Night Attack gang would gather at Saberkas parking alot by 7:30p.m and off starting riding at 8p.m sharp. There were 10 of us last night, and everybody was in a good looking shape. I haven't rode with them for a few months, as my new training program has clashed with it. So last night was exceptional since my class only ended at 5:30p.m.

I went to meet up at the group at Saberkas by 7:30p.m, so everybody was kinda suprise to see me. After a while, we decided to take a long ride for the night. As we were waiting to start, and it seemed nobody would start riding though it was about time. But everybody kept telling me to take the lead so I did! The ride was a 68km route, flat but windy!!!!! So I thought since they were 10 of us, at least each and everyone of us could take the chance to lead. So I started off with a warm up and thought 20mins later somebody can take my place and take the lead. But it all didn't turn out as I expected, because everybody still wanted me to lead and kept drafting behind me. So I had no choice but to lead as I should, and it went on and on. At the turn off to the Brunei border, I thought someone could take the lead but nobody did so it was me who lead again!!!!! But I felt alright, no fatigue, no sore muscles, no pain, and was just feeling so fine...yet, the others were struggling to keep up with me. I was only going 40km/hr on constant, nothing faster or slower than that. Though the headwind was strong, because we were riding on the costal highway, yet I still felt alright maintaining that speed. But when we turn off to the road to the Brunei border, I hit 45km/hr on constant and it felt good! But luckily the rest could keep up. On the way back to where we started was even faster, because I just felt so alright!!! At first they could keep up, but when we approach the Senadin junction, some of them started to lose out yet I didn't know as I just kept riding straight ahead without looking back.

So when I got back to Saberkas, only Ah Bao and Nick were behind me. The rest were way behind and I really had no idea I lost them. Finally when everyone was back, and they kept complaining I was going too fast..lol!! Oh well, I didn't find it fast though. The ride was 68km, 1hr 58mins, and 34.19km/hr on avg speed..and I was the only one to lead 95% of the whole route!!

I just felt so good after the ride, and it's the greatest ride I've ever felt because of the speed and rush through cars and traffic on a speedy highway! I just love it..=D

I saw her...

Today, I saw her again. She's so cute and lovely!

Aaaaaaahhhhhh...cute roxy girl! =D

Lots of Backstroke...

I'm swimming more backstroke in my training nowawadays more than ever. I Never enjoy swimming backstroke, but I gotta do it. Coach Claire said "I know you hate it, so did I, but ya still gotta do it..", it's not easy swimming backstroke though as it's pain in the neck! But I have to do it no matter what!!!!!

But I'm glad everything is improving now, my swim is better, and fitness is getting better. So I just gotta stay focus in my training alot, and nothing fancy. I feel the challenge and urge every now and then, it's like I'm so desperate to race. So I get outta control in my training, really outta control. Coach Claire and Coach Sazali have been telling me to control my strenght, my power, my pace, my heart rates, and my breathing. It's so hard to control myself, because each time when I head out it feels like I'm in a race. Some thing goes to cycling and running, I would just go full speed ahead and finish the whole damn training with a new record. Yes, I'm happy with all the new Personal Best record I have but my body just get exhausted and overtrained sometimes. It's like I can't do anything the next day, but just lay dead. So I really need to control myself before I injured myself. I know it's tough to do that but I just gotta try. But I'm glad Coach Claire is by my side to remind me the whole time, though I get really exhausted but her words are the only ones I can hear. I enjoy her training program, though it's tough, but I like it!

Swim for Life is next Saturday, a week from now, and I do feel kinda nervous about it. It's 16km swim in the sea, and unpredictable conditions. An attempt that I have never done, nor anyone else in Miri has ever tried. Many people thought I'm doing this as a challenge, and also a trial for the charity event. But my main reason for doing this swim is for Syaza, beacuse I really loved her alot! Eventhough she may not know or believe that I truly loved her once, but I guess it's time for me to show and prove it to her that I would swim across the ocean just for her. It's been 4 months now, but I still think of her sometimes. Yet, all the memories just to float above my head and never go away. I do miss her, as there's no one else like her tender caring and cheerful laughters. So, the press will ask me questions for sure, and yet I still don't know what I'm gonna say. As far as I know, I just wanna swim, swim in the water and be free. I wanna define the limits, and prove what's impossible. Right here in my heart, I swim for life!

a little pick..

I was sick on Monday, had a fever and sore throat. I was feeling unwell the whole day so I had to skip my training. Classes on M0nday was interesting, yet I still feel bored the whole day without my training. Life is really boring without my training!!!!!!

So yesterday, I was feeling totally fine and I got to do my training! I had a Brick Speed Circuit session in the morning, and swimming in the afternoon. Both trainings were fun, especially swimming. Coach Claire couldn't make it to the pool so Coach Sazali had to handle my program. I love my new training with Coach Claire, it's tough but yet I enjoy it. Rhain is a new swimmer to the club too, she just came last week. I was very suprised to see her yesterday when she came into our class in Curtin, as she'll be stayin in Miri for another 5 months before she goes to Australia. Rhain is from Scotland, and she's quite a good swimmer. Welcome to Miri Rhain!

Today is Wednesday, I wanted to run this morning but yet it was raining so I was just sleeping in basically. But I do feel bad about skipping my training though because of the rain. Later this afternoon will be Land Exercise and Swimming, got lots to do later!

One more thing, it's so weird that many people keep thinking I have a girlfriend as I look like I have one. But the fact is, I'm single..and I'm soooo single! Lol!!! I hope not too many people are gonna misunderstand me, I'm really single okay! =D

A very hot day..

It was Chung Hua's food fair yesterday, and it was bloody hot and humid! The whole place was so crowded with people, really squeezy! I woke up around 6 in the morning and got myself ready to go down to Chung Hua to help the Swimming Club. The first that I did was frying the chicken wings!!! After a while, I felt quite hungry so I went around with Jasmine to grab some breakfast. Along the way, I got to meet Michelle in person. At first I couldn't really recognise her as she looked different from her picture, so not untill she recognised me! After all, it was tiring yet but a fun ocassion! =D

What's more to life...

Well, Life is completely single now and it feels different. It has taken me 4 months to recover from the break up, and it has not been easy after all. But through the stormy weather and rough obstacles, I have survived somehow.

I'm seeing myself as a whole different person again, I have more confident in myself and courage to live stronger. What's more important for now is to look ahead and pursue my future, and be a better person. Everyday, I'm just doing my training and studies. I love my sports so I won't quit, and I love my Uni life in Curtin as it's just so great to be back in classes. My whole current life just feel so different, unlike when I used to work I had to suffer all the stress and pressure which had changed me. But now, I got freedom and I'm the Jack that's cheerful and happy!

I may feel lonely sometimes, and it's so envious to see lovers everywhere when I walk alone. But I just gotta look on the bright side, I'm single and I'm so much more open to any suggestions without being control. I make my own decisions and it's all about ebing independent. Some people may hate me, and some may still go out there and spread rumours about me, but what is for sure is nothing's gonna bother me.

I have faith in myself and my life, I like what I do and I do what I like. I don't live my life for others, but I live it for myself as the journey is in my very own hand. Destiny is not being destined by God, yet it is God's power to let you decide your own's destiny. I got my own destiny to walk, and my own dreams to achieve. For all that is...it's just simply me, Jack, living my life.

Days back in Singapore

I miss all the times I had back in Singapore, it was just so great. Now I'm back in Miri, and I'm just not too use to the lifestyle here. I lvoe Singapore, it's a second home to me, and I miss all my friends there.

I had a great time when I met up with Ade, Ger Ger, and Alex. We went out for a dinner on Friday night, as everybody was free after weekdays of work. Singaporeans are very busy on the weekdays, and they're only free starting Friday evening till Sunday. The dinner was in Waroku Restaurant in Central Plaza, at Clarke Quay. It wasn't easy for me to find at fisrt as I've never been there, so I did get lost a little while. But I kepy asking directions from passers by then I found it.

Central Plaza

Me, Ger Ger, and Ade

Hokkaido Ice-Cream; Chocolate Mint with Blueberry

Tribal Drumplay outside Central Plaza

There are still tons of pictures which I haven't got the time to upload them, too many. After all, I had a great time in Singapore. The race didn't go very well, because the rain came heavily and compelled the race to abort. At first it was canceled, many people were stuck in the middle of the swim when the storm came and had to be rescued. But around 12p.m, the race resumed yet the courses were changed as time was running out. So it became a duathlon instead. I had a nice race, just nice. But I was very happy that I could meet and take pictures with the professionals like Courtney Atkinson, Daniel Lee, etc.

I love Singapore, and I really miss it now. And I will go back to Singapore again!

My apology..

I know it's been a while since I last updated my blog, which was last week. Sorry about it, it's been busy for me so I'll try my best to put up the pictures and new blogs soon!



Cheers!!!

I love Singapore!

My god, the rain just won't go away as it's been raining everyday since I got here on Monday. Boy, it just won't stop and always cloudy! No girls would go down to the beach if it isn't sunny, too bad!

Yesterday was kinda busy, I woke up at 7 to do my cycling down in ECP. I had a ride on the race course, felt good about it but it was cold, so cold! I'm feeling like in Europe now, it's cold everyday! I hardly sweat though I had a hard training. I saw couple of riders too, guess they were training for this weekend's race too. After done training, I went home to take my bath and breakfast. Around 11am, I went down to Holiday Inn in Outram to get my race kits. It's a long way to get there though, but it was fun looking at the beautiful Singapore city! On the way through CBD area, I saw the Singapore Eye, it's cool because they have one too. I was lost in the CBD area for a second because I couldn't find Outran Road after I got down from the bus, so I decided to take a taxi. The Holiday Inn is nice, it's luxurious!! So I went up to the Autrium Hall on the 4th floor where the Race Expo was. It was kinda crowded because they were lots of people and expo. The expo showed a few products from OSIM, Total Immersion, New Balance, Timex, etc. The people were nice, kind, organised, and helpful. There was no delay in collecting the kits because everything was all ready for everybody. After collecting myrace kits, I had a look at the expo. So I bought myself a Timex watch, and a New Balance Tri-Suit, they were in promotion prices so it was cheap and worth buying them. The Models at the Timex were really hot,sexy, pretty, cute, and gorgeous! I gave them a few smile and they started to entertain me by telling me about the watches, I enjoy smiling at them though..lolz! But too bad, they were too busy so there was no chance to get to know them. I also had a massage, a leg massage in the USqueeze thing promoted by OSIM, it was great!!!

After attending the race expo, it was time for me to get some lunch. So I went down to Orchard Road to go to Takashimaya for my lunch. I ATE SOMUCH FOR MY LUNCH, because I miss the foods there so much! I took some pictures of the foods I bought, I'll upload them when I'm back because I don't have the card reader to transfer. I really enjoyed my lunch alot by myself..lolz! After lunch, I went shopping in Takashimaya. As I was going up, I saw a shop selling lots of ME TO YOU teddy bears,it's not easy to find them because it's expensive and it's from UK. I've been wanting to buy this teddy bear for Zaza long time ago, so finally I found them in Taka and I bought one for her. It was kinda hard for me to choose though because they're all so cute and adorable, I love them. I tried to find nice Billabong flip flops but I couldn't find the nice ones that I wanted. So in the end I didn't get to buy any surf wear. After having a good time in Orchard, it was time for me to go home because I had a training at 3pm with my coach,

We had a hard workout, but it was nice after all. I didn't goout last night because I was feeling tired and lazy basically. So I had a good night sleep and a sweet dream..lolz! I woke up quite late this morning, and I only started my training at 9am. The pool was cold, so cold!!! I woke up seeing problems in my friendster though. I just don't like Miri or Sarawak or Malaysia for the reason that people likes to bother about each others' life. Zaza and I were just started to get along alright lately, and stupid twinky said something which ruined her mood, and also somebody who gossiped about her past!!! I pity Zaza sometimes,but I'll always care for her no matter what. Though she gets mad at me sometimes and rude, but I don'tmind because I understand how she feels when people are interefering their lives. I do feel kinda piss sometimes when she throws all her anger at me, I feel like a dummy, but I just gotta have more patient and I will. I'm praying to God that I wish everything will be alright between Zaza and I. In God's love and Mercy I trust, shall God's blessings be with us for always.

It's Raining..

I woke up around 7 this morning, it's weird because whenever I'm in Singapore I just don't feel sleepy at all though I sleep not for long. I was feeling fresh this morning, so I went off for a run in ECP. There were many people running this morning, mostly the army guys, and also some triathlon groups were doing their training as well. The weather was cloudy, as it's been raining since last night, so half-way through the run unfortunately it started to rain. That didn't stop me though because I just love the rain and I enjoy running here in Singapore, it's so nice!

I ran down to the race site to check it out. Everything is setting up fast there, the showet, the platform, the stage, the transition area, etc. It's still in progress though but it seems to be nearly done. I'm amazed by how fast these Singaporeans can complete their tasks.

After training, I was just home setting up my bike, and I also had a long chat with my coach. Cassandra was ready, so I took her for a ride down back to ECP again as I was heading there for lunch. I wanted to try out some local foods, so I didn't bother so much to go to Coffee Bean or Burger King or McD. On my way to the local food stalls, I saw lots of girls, girls here are great and I love them as I just can't take my eyes of them. I ate chicken rice for lunch, and it's so delicious. The quantity was large though, it's really one of the greatest food to eat in Singapore. The stall is called Leng Heng Chicken Rice, in ECP 2. As I was buying the chicken rice, the girl who was selling the it looked kinda cute and adorable, and hot & sexy! We kept on eyeing at each other, she looked kinda shy at first, in the end we gave each other a smile. So I guess I'll be going there tomorrow or the day after for lunch and dinner. The foods & the girls are just so...Great aye!

I was about to start my swim training just now, but the security didn't allow me to swim because it's raining. Yes, we can swim in Malaysia though it rains, but this is Singapore as everything is about LAW!!!! So I'm not swimming now, just updating my blog. About 20mins ago, I went out to the shop just right outside the condo where I stay. There's a shop selling ice-cream, Ice Cream Chefs, and it's really great, you get to choose the flavours you want and also put in whatever kinda snacks you like, it really rocks!

So I'm out to town yet today, but I'll be out tomorrow because I gotta go to the Race Expo to collect my stuffs. And also I'll be meeting up my friend for lunch in Orchard. I miss Subway Sandwiches, can't wait to eat it!

BaCk into the UrBan conCrEte

I'm currently in Singapore, have just arrived tonight. I've been busy over the weekend because I had to see most of my friends before I leave, so I was busy hanging out with everybody. It's been quite a hectic day today, because I was in the bike shop the whole morning to pack my bike. After all, I ended up in singapore safely now.

I'm trying to find some time to update my blog properly, because so much have happened for the pastfew days.

Right, that's all for now. I will update it tomorrow.

For the moment, I'm LOVING SINGAPORE!!!

P/S: I see hot chicks here!

Potraits

I love taking pictures, it's a hobby to me now as I take pictures everyday, anywhere, and anytime. I love it! Besides, it makes me happy to see nice pictures taken though, especially beautiful shots! So last night after dinner, I was in Coffee Bean with Ayesha to relax ourselves, then we took many pictures for the fun of it. Beautiful Potraits!

-Casanova-

Happiness Within

When the Odd meets the Eyes

Thought of Life

A Sip of Joy

Eyes of July

Thought if Life

Little Kinky Casanova Smile

Silence Fetish

Happy Dudes!

Tropical Passion Tea Latte

Coffee Bean

-Fin-

Dinner in Pizza Hut

Ben, Jeff (Birthday boy), Jasmine

My cousin & Ben.

Mum met Chi Chi, she was happy.

Pepperoni

Last night after training, I went out with my family for Jeff's dinner. Jasmine and Faisul were invited. The service in Pizza Hut was so slow and lousy, I got very impatient with it because the waiters were ignoring their customers. Worse service I've ever seen! We had a large dinner though they were only the 7 of us. We had 3 pizzas, one Hutter's plate, 8 soups, etc. I felt so full later after the dinner. Nobody ate the last pizza, so we took it home unfortunately.

We also met Chi Chi, and my cousin too. It was a coincidence to see them there. Also a couple of my friends were also there to take their dinner, so it was all a coincidence to have seen everybody around. After the dinner, it was time for me to go to Coffee Bean!

Ghost

I saw a ghost last night, she was in white. She has long hair and fair skin, she came to me.

This is the ghost!

But then, she gave me something! She gave me this, to give to someone.

Happy Birthday bro!

Coffee Bean

Coffee Bean

Right, guess I'm truly addicted to Coffee Bean. I love it there, so last night I was out in Coffee Bean again. I was just hanging out, and online surfing the net. It was cold ther though!!! I really like it there alot, it's just feel so different in Coffee Bean, perhaps it's because of the atmosphere. Truly enough, I like to be there rather than anywhere. Once I step out from Coffee Bean, the whole feel is different again. So I enjoy my time in Coffee Bean!!

Was chatting and blogging the whole time

Something Fun

Chocolate Heaven, it's so nice!

I saw someone in Coffee Bean a night ago, it was Lizzie. I have not seen her since our break up, and I have always wish not to see her. So last night was a coincidence, then I pretended I didn't notice her at all, she's completely invisible to me. I was doing my thing by the laptop, then suddenly I notice a skinny girl was walking towards my direction from far, then passed me by as I was concentrating on the laptop. I could hear her giggling with her friends though, and luckily they were sitting outside.

Sun in the Mirror

It's all coming back to me now

I love this song, it's so nice!

If I touch you like this..
If you kiss me like that..
It was gone with the wind..
But it's all coming back to me now...

mY LitTLe Drink

-Orange Fetish-

I was out in Coffee Bean last night after my training. As usual, I got nothing better to do at home so I hang out in Coffee Bean every now and then, I love the atmosphere there, just so nice. Not to mention they got free Wi-Fi though so I'm there to use the connection for free. My favourite drinks are Ice-Blended Honeydew and Hot Vanila, I love it! As a regular customer, the Coffee Bean staffs know what I want and like, so the service is superb. I met Leon last night, was kinda suprise to see me, but it's no suprise for him to see me because he knows I'm a Coffee Bean junky.

So last night I was basically just continue with my blogging and hanging out. I had my dinner quite late though because I was busy typing. I got to chat with Stefanie as she was online, she's quite funny. After finishing with my blog, I went up to McD for my dinner, had a chicken foldover.

After dinner as we were going home, there were some guys fighting over some bar girls in Parkson. One of the girl got punch in the face because she was trying to stop them. It's local chinese gangster guys anyway, so it was quite a gangster drama. When I saw the fight, it reminded what happen to me and Zaza one year ago back in Parkson during our second date. We were out for a movie that day because it was Zaza's birthday, but we met Azme's all of a sudden. Azme was being very furious and rough with Zaza, so I stopped him from getting close to her as he was harming her and threathening her. He wanted to start a fight, but I had to get Zaza and her brother to safety no matter what. So Azme was chasing us around Parkson and shouted like crazy. It was scary for Zaza though, but somehow I felt glad there I was there to protect her and save her from hell that time. Oh well, I care for her so much but yet she only remember my mistakes, and not my good deeds for her. And I guess what I've done is never good enough for her as she doesn't appreciate it, sadly.

Coffee Bean! Best spot to hang out in Miri! =D

Suicide Attempt #1

I couldn't control myself yesterday, because my adrenaline was pumping basically when I started to think I should go cycling without my helmet, and so I did. I did a 70mins ride, some speed , hill climb and cadence work. But I find it awesome though, because I could feel the rush of the adrenaline whenever I surpass a car at high speed. I was wishing I would die or get a bad crash or something, so that I can get over my break up and forget the world. I told myself that the sky was sunny, the breeze was fresh, the heat was high, thus it was a good day to die!

I was going 40km/hr on constant, then at come parts I was drafiting behind big trucks where the speed reached 55km/hr. I felt the fun of going high speed, and I could feel the adrenaline rush. I haven't felt the adrenaline rush for so long since I last did the extreme adventurous thing I used to do. My coach has said it before, at some stage I'm a very self-destructive person. So it's true I find it only the adrenaline makes me feel better now, so I'm telling myself to do more extreme stuffs. Knowing the danger is there, but it is fun when you can deal with it then survive it. So I cycled without my helmet, does it sound dangerous? Well, it will seem dangerous when the crash happen. But after all, I'm doing what I can to make me feel better again, and I will attempt all the risks over and over again just like before.

ThE PrAnkY EvEniNG

I had a great Sunday evening with my buddies, it's been a while that I have not hung out with them for so long, and for AGES! The only time I see them is at the Nick's bike shop, so everybody would just hang around there on a Sunday morning. I always go to the Bike Shop on Sunday morning after my training, because sometimes I had to get my bike a service or clean up. So yesterday, the MMBC (Miri Mountain Bike Club) had a barbeque at Esplande after the usual Sunday afternoon ride. They only do this once in a blue moon, perhaps once every 6 months! I went there around 5pm after the bowling match, because gotta help up the guys to start the fire.

William was the MAN to start the fire, it was hardwork for him...lol! It was funny, because while firing up the coal it was tiring for him so Tim came with a can of beer to give him that boost of energy. Tim is the BEERMAN! That's why he's so huge, and he never stop drinking beer. You burger mate!

It was brilliant, because Pei Liang brought an air blower so William was using it to get the fire in the coal going. It was hard work because ya gotta role the blower in high cadence to get the wind in high speed. And it's got that irritating sound when you role it, and it's just so annoying.

William made this chilli, it's a mixture baby hot chilli and Maggi's Chilli Sauce. It was really spicy, and we all had no idea how posibly William came up with such an idea. But it tasted really good though, we love it and it really spiced up al the foods! So today's food for thought is MIX ALL THE CHILLIES ya have at home!



Okay, I know it may seems annoying that William's doing all the thing but honestly he was the one who did everything! The guy in the yellow jersey is Kevin, he was slicing the mango for everybody and I ate lots of it. I'm a fruits junky, no complain!

I got to see Nabila and Nariza by the beach they were hanging out there too with their friends. So I rode off to see them, plus Faisul was there too, he's the guy at the back of the picture in the red shirt! Zaza's friends saw us, and Nabila was kinda piss off because she knew they were gonna report it to Zaza or anybody in her family. Well, she's got a family of gossip folks who are qualified to work for BBC or CNN. After all, it was nice to see them.

William again, but he's been drinking alot since he ran in the Hash. So he's got a treasure chest full of beer, his favourite Tiger Beer! I don't get it why so many people like Tiger, to me Carlsberg is better though. But anyway, everybody's got their own taste. I didn't drink beer last night, because I would not drink it. By far wine is the only alcohol I take, nothing more than that even my favourite vodka, totally banned from drinking!

Dr.Hu, Mr.American, Richard, Nick, Eric, and Neil (Guy in grey). Whenever these guys or all of us stick around, the only conversation we always have is about BIKES, then GIRLS, then SEX, and then dirty JOKES!

Right, everybody was hungry! We were all waiting for the bbq foods; chicken wings, porks, and Danish sausages. We all had a good time dining together though. Somemore, it was a beautiful night after all as the sky was filled with stars. It was so relaxing! I tried not to think of Zaza though, because she doesn't even care about me so I had nothing more to bother about. Life just gotta go on with a happy smile. Besides, I was texting with Ayesha last night as she was kinda depressed over her ex-bf, I felt sorry for her.

This is Ai, she has always been my drinking partner. So she had beer and I had wine, but she was a little drunk and hyper, and I was hyper because I had too much wine. So we got a picture looking like this, because this is what happen when we get hype! Fly fly kisses!

So it was getting late, one by one start to drown. These guys were drunk, because they had beer mixed with wine, not a good idea mate!

The Beerman was getting hyper, he was pushing Dr.Hu to gulp a whole cup of wine! Everybody had to, and I had 3 I think, can't remember, so I was feeling a little hyper.

The picture was kinda blur, sensitve Sony! Eugene was posing, but too bad the picture is quite blur.

Eugene and I, we are The Decepticons..lolz! We were having a good time, nice drinks and foods, and a beautiful night somemore. Eugene is a funn, we always had lots of jokes and trash talk together. Something really fun to do and cheer everybody up.

The minute before he was sitting up straight, by the next minute he was lying dead asleep. Guess he was having his fantasy, dreaming some babes aye!

Right, the man who ran around with the wine forcing everybody to drink, he was down finally! He got himself drunk, so he was being so funny. We had a good time having pranks on him and bullying him.

Somehow, he fell asleep on the road...lolz! Lying dead on the road though.

Everybody started to decorate him, and playing pranks and joke around him. It was funny because everybody had a good laugh. William was so drunk that he started blabbering and simply talk in different language. He went to take a pee in the bush, and the next thin you know he disappeared as because he was feeling drunk and fell into the bushes...lolz!

The next minute, the dead man woke up to PUKE! It was a big puke he had!

And so he was, fell asleep at the back of the trunk! After all, it was a great night for everybody. It was fun, and I enjoyed it. It's been to long that I did not hang out with, but I was glad I did. I miss my friends, and I enjoy having them in my life.

The Bowling Game

My beloved colleague Ah Ngan, he was doing the registration.

Everybody was ready to fire it up!

The Bowling Game was fun on Sunday, I had a funny time though. I was supposed to be with my own team from Petra, but I ended up with the SHELL team. Some of my colleagues were teasing me as jokes, saying that I got hooked up with Shell so early as I got the sponsorship, that was also to get those freaky rumours bitches to hear and get them to talk more. I gotta admit I was really weak in bowling, and I was so lousy. I only had one-strike! A few throws went into the drain! But I had a great fun with everybody though, as I won't be seeing them anymore once I start my study. I was running up and down teasing everybody by saying KFC's coolest phrase "Never eat rice ah?!?"...lol! It was funny!