It's so hard for me to accept my grandmother's death, till now. It's hard to believe she just left without saying goodbye. She was still alright when I visited her, and we spent some time chit chatting though. But a few days later, a phone call told me she has died of heart attack. I thought I could take my grandma out for breakfast that weekend, and she has always wanted to watch me race so I had the intention of taking her to the race site to watch me compete, but I guess I can't now....
I love my grandma alot, she's very supportive and caring. She always wanna be there for me to cheer me up in competitions, and she would always have a beautiful laughter that I remember for always. It's a great loss I have now, as it's gone forever. I really lost my inspiration in everything since her death, I feel much more lonely and unhappy. And I just don't have the will to race or anything...
But however, my lovely grandma will always be remembered and loved here in my heart..R.I.P!
